13 February 2019

Not Dark Yet

Time will say nothing









Shadows are falling and I been here all day

It's too hot to sleep and time is running away

Feel like my soul has turned into steel

I've still got the scars that the sun didn't let me heal


There's not even room enough to be anywhere

It's not dark yet, but it's getting there






Well, I found myself in the middle of a dark wood, mulling over the obscure paths we follow in life, and it occurred to me that my sense of humanity was going down the drain....


Behind every beautiful thing, there's been some kind of pain






I saw this haunted, frightened tree, its trunk smashed by the wind, and, the thought occurred to me that,


I just don't see why I should even care

It's not dark yet, but it's getting there








So, being a little footloose, and free of fantasy, I closed the heavenly door of my private and personal  dwelling, through whose leaded panes the sun was winking goodbye,








Wished the fish in my moat farewell, envying for a moment their gelid blood, their fourth degree turpitude,









And, choosing not on this occasion (that  ontological option - free choice! or is that epistemological?) to extricate my old bicycle from the clutches of the spreading bracken,









I light out for the territory, fearful that some Aunt Sally might try to sivilize (sic) me....









You know, I really can't stand it?  I been there before.....



Well I been to London and I been to gay Paree

I followed the river and I got to the sea

I've been down to the bottom of a whirlpool of lies

I ain't lookin' for nothin' in anyone's eyes









As the dusky gatherings confuse me, and  the wheels fall off and burn, (the seat covers fade and the water moccasins die),



Well, there's too many people
And they're all too hard to please



I take refuge by the fireside of a quiet inn, picking at the warp and weft that hold together our current chaos.....






I feel the spinning of the world, the careering past light and dark so blinding as to take away my inspiration, my very breath....  Outside the bric-a-brac of accumulations sits fixed upon the shelf,






The tin of 'Brasso' out of reach behind the closed glass of time.


Sometimes my burden is more than I can bear


It's not dark yet, but it's getting there







Down the street the dogs are barkin'
And the day is a-gettin' dark
As the night comes in a-fallin'
The dogs'll lose their bark




The tower of St Mildred's looms above me, bells chiming in practiced peals,

Tolling for the searching ones, on their speechless, seeking trail
For the lonesome-hearted lovers with too personal a tale





It is night and the light is dead.  I touch the boards above my face, the claustrophobic walls of seeming gentle life, wishing for a dawn against my will.....







I can't even remember what it was I came here to get away from

Don't even hear the murmur of a prayer

It's not dark yet 

but it's gettin' there.


Not Dark Yet 

Bob Dylan











Time will say nothing but I told you so,

Time only knows the price we have to pay;

If I could tell you I would let you know.



If I Could Tell You



W H Auden (1940)


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