Showing posts with label Cromer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Cromer. Show all posts

4 April 2026

Life and death and love and loss on the Norfolk Coast

Resurrection at Eostre....


Part One:  Cromer

The sun doesn't go down over Cromer at this time of year - rather, it goes out, gently slipping away, fading, as the sea washes the shore and the town lights come on.  There's no one about, and the evening is ours.....


There's no one on the pier, no one to claim the crock of gold under the Lifeboat Station:

So we climb the companionway to 

Upstairs at No1

for a traditional platter of fish and chips....



After which we prowl the empty lanes:

Timidly passing the busy Red Lion:

Thinking that perhaps a drink in the bar at the Pavilion Theatre might be a quieter option:

 


However, finding that we are coinciding with the interval, with geriatric rockers spilling out from the auditorium, deafened by the 60's revivalist band, forming orderly queues at the bar, we turn towards the seemingly more sedate Hotel de Paris......

The hotel is part of a chain that caters mostly for busloads of pensioners..... 
Julia Blackburn, Threads
Where the Team welcome us:


And, here, while one aged holidaymaker sits nursing a pint and staring into the void, another group of pensioned revellers are enjoying double shots of Baileys at £4 a go.....


In the lounge the man in a faux-silk jacket and florid bow tie with the karaoke set-up energetically provokes an assortment of uber-retired couples to respond, "Who the fuck is Alice?" to his enthusiastic rendition of "Alice Doesn't Live Here Any More."  We walk on, not really surprised that after 24 years Alice has moved on....



Good night Cromer.....  It's been good to know you.....  [When I first saw the sign below, I misread it as "Germ of the Norfolk Coast...." But that is quite wrong:  make no mistake, Cromer really is a jewel....]



Part Two:  Sheringham



So, after Brancaster smoked haddock, spinach, poached eggs and sourdough, we leave the delights of Cromer, to park at West Runton and brave the full-on wind up and over the 200 or so feet of the Beeston Bump, where the wartime gun emplacement collapsed into the tunnels below and had to be replaced by a wooden effigy.  



It is a bracing, colourful morning, and the waves are coursing in from the churning sea.  Nothing, I guess, to an experienced fisherman, but it puts us in mind of the subject of our visit.


Which is an exhibition at Sheringham Museum:


Called:


OK.  I will be honest (for a change) and admit that I knew nothing about these three until recently [Like now? Ed], but thanks to my friend I have read: 



Which is a beautifully enlightening book about life and death, love and loss, centred on, as it says on the cover, the delicate life of John Craske [you may be able to blow this endpaper up, but if not, don't strain your eyes] - it says that Craske was a fisherman who, having become ill, spent the rest of his life painting and embroidering the sea life of North Norfolk, and that Julia Blackburn, in looking for the life of this man, while her own man died, treads an intriguing path along the Norfolk coast, finding footsteps in the sand, while swimming with her own sadness.



I don't believe this photo is really what it appears to be, but never mind.  The face is John Craske's.

Photograph by unknown, taken about 1901 - in the Public Domain

I want to share Craske's work and encourage others to visit the Sheringham Museum and appreciate the living reality of John Craske's art and life.....

Two masted steamer - watercolour
Reproduced with the kind permission of Sheringham Museum ©Sheringham Museum Trust

Some of these pictures are watercolours painted on wood, some oil on tin. Others, mainly later ones when he didn't feel so well, are embroideries.  Here, for example, is one which he stitched:

Reproduced with the kind permission of Sheringham Museum ©Sheringham Museum Trust

And, if you look at the back, you see how the short waves flutter while the sail billows at length:

Reproduced with the kind permission of Sheringham Museum ©Sheringham Museum Trust

He gets the wind, and the way the vessels ply with the frothing sea:

Steamer in Rough Seas - watercolour
Reproduced with the kind permission of Sheringham Museum ©Sheringham Museum Trust

He understands the way the wave motion can lift a boat from behind:

Reproduced with the kind permission of Sheringham Museum ©Sheringham Museum Trust

And how boats had to ride through the upsurging sea, even though it may have been ten or twenty years since he had been a fisherman himself:

Reproduced with the kind permission of Sheringham Museum ©Sheringham Museum Trust

And you can tell how he knew and loved the interaction of land and sea that is such a part of the North Norfolk coast:

Coastal View with Cottages
kindly donated by Madeline Weston
Reproduced with the kind permission of Sheringham Museum ©Sheringham Museum Trust

I encourage you to imagine these pictures as John himself would have imagined them. We don't have his past experience, but by immersing ourselves in the image we can perhaps imagine his imagination:

Reproduced with the kind permission of Sheringham Museum ©Sheringham Museum Trust

Here is one of his textile pictures of the Norfolk coast, which is real, as real as art ever is.  It was woven with love, and found its way, via Peter Pears, to the Red House in Aldeburgh:


Beach Scene: The Foreshore 
John Craske (1881 - 1943)
The Red House, Aldeburgh
licensed under CC BY-NC-ND


I love these pictures. John Craske became ill after enlisting in the army in 1917, at the age of thirty-six, and never really became an easily functioning man again before his death in 1943. He was loved and looked after by his wife, Laura, who, for some time, was pushing him in a wheel chair from their cottage in Wiveton to Cley (maybe two miles each way) every day so that he could be by the sea....

But he came from a family of fishermen and served his time in his youth on boats that were tossed and shaken by high seas. He was therefore able to express the shifting forms of water around the buoyed shapes of vessels in all weathers....

Here is one of his paintings that lives at the Red House:


Hauling the Codliner
John Craske (1881 - 1943), 
The Red House, Aldeburgh 
licensed under CC BY-NC-ND


You can feel the shifting waters, and hear the wind, and smell the salty water, whichever way the wind blew, or the sea lifted, or the sails were set....

In the late 1920s, Molly Turpin, soon to be known as Valentine Ackland, wrote that Craske is undoubtedly a very great artist.....  He is middle-aged, tall, burly; he wears a blue sailor's pull-over and his eyes are blue and bright.  He has a stern, intellectual face, with a beaky nose and fine bones.  He is decisive and clear-thinking, but without any blanketing of theory or art-talk. He paints from he calls 'memory' and when he was telling me about two pictures of coastline he said that one's Yorkshire and that one is Imagination. he knows the exact history of every boat he paints, the story of how a boat looked, where she went, what the weather was like and who was aboard her......

We leave the. museum and wander in Sheringham, making friends with the local people, who have stored memories of life and death here - of love and loss:



It is not sure exactly what it was that afflicted John, but he was diabetic, and may have had some problem with his pituitary gland. For long periods he was in a semi-comatose state, or just listless, and had difficulty walking. He painted on all available surfaces in their accommodation, but then, when too tired to sit and paint, he took up embroidery and stitched scenes of the life he had known, and the life he imagined (his last, unfinished, work was a five-yard long embroidered depiction of the evacuation from Dunkirk, currently in the Norwich Castle Museum....)

The sense of history and culture and tradition here in Sheringham is very strong:


And the town is proud of its artistic heritage, which celebrates the lives of those who didn't hesitate to give for others:






Given John's ill health, his background, his education, and the cost of materials, his output was remarkable. And, given all that, his optimism and clear love for his subject are to be admired, and his story, as told by Julia Blackburn and evidenced in various sources, is inspirational.  

Life, I think, is not just about the living.  And art, I think, is sometimes a gift from one to another, something to share and treasure, something to value not as a private possession but as a common experience.

The sea is everywhere here.  A wall lobster startles me in an otherwise quiet lane:



In the Peter Coke Shell Gallery I am reminded of Ariel's song to Ferdinand:

Full fathom five thy father lies;
Of his bones are coral made;
Those are pearls that were his eyes:
Nothing of him that doth fade,
But doth suffer a sea-change

And on the slipway outside the Fisherman's Lifeboat Museum small boats seem safe:


Until you think about the relentless swash of the sea, even at its mildest:


And then images come to mind of ships creaking and groaning among the waves as a headwind whisks the water to spume.  

Thank you John.

And thank you Julia.


We turn away from Sheringham, walking back into our lives, but stronger, perhaps, for what we have seen.



In Threads, Julia Blackburn has written a book about life and death and the strange country between the two where John Craske seemed to live.  It is also about life after death, as Julia's beloved husband Herman, a vivid presence in the early pages of the book, dies before it is finished.






There were some lovely paintings and embroideries.  I especially liked the one of a ship in a storm done in all sorts of greys, but above all I liked the tiny slip of an image that had dropped out of the prayer book.  John Craske had written his name in black paint in careful but shaky capital letters in the bottom right-hand corner and he had written PEACE BE STILL over the top of the image.

Julia Blackburn
Threads

Reproduced with the kind permission of Sheringham Museum ©Sheringham Museum Trust
kindly donated (I think) by Madeline Weston


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The strange thing about growing old is that the intimate identification with the here and now is slowly lost; one feels transported into infinity, more or less alone, no longer in hope or fear, only observing.

Albert Einstein 
in a letter to the Queen Mother of Belgium, 1953

(Quoted in Threads)


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For my friend and companion on this adventure




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5 February 2025

Charity Walk February 2025

 Wells to Yarmouth

In memory of Amanda




My aim was to walk about 60 miles of the Norfolk Coast Path, from Wells-next-the-sea to Great Yarmouth, setting out on the first anniversary of my wife Amanda's death, and completing the trek within four days.

And my aim was to raise money for the National Brain Appeal.



Accordingly, my friend John drops me off in Wells early on Saturday February 1st, and I start out, a little nervously.....




It is a still, cool, grey morning, but there is hardly anyone about.  The path is puddled and slippery in places, but, despite some worries about my fitness and my knees, the miles begin to fall away.




I encounter a few birdwatchers - one of whom lets me observe a Peregrine on the beach through his telescope - and dog walkers, but through Stiffkey, and Morston, it is quiet.




In Blakeney I stop for a quick drink at the King's Arms, where I stayed with my late friend Lindsay in 2012.  It is unchanged.  Same family ownership; same cosy atmosphere; same beer [Surely a new barrel?  Ed]




Then across the marshes and on to Cley, where a pork pie from the Deli picks me up before the going gets tough on the shingle.




I was dreading this bit, and it is hard going, but the tide is out and so there's a firm strand to follow.  I walk to the rhythm of the plash, surge and withdrawal of the waves - splash, splurge, shlurp; plash, scourge and scrunch - my mind a polished empty plate, as feet and water merge along the miles of empty beach.

These are the deep waters of the German Sea -  Ah yes, what some call the North....  has long been known as the German ..... Pace Mr Strumpot: so little do you understand.

I spy some figures fishing in the distance, near Salthouse.  Then one breaks away and comes toward me, and, for a moment I see Amanda, her hair blowing across her smiling face.  But, all too soon, she is gone, and I am left alone again, thinking of those last few years, when her eyes, so long the sparkling sapphires of her soul, dimmed to dark pebbles in the depth of pools of sadness. 




I spend the night in Weybourne, sixteen miles into my plan, and hardly the worse for the first day.

In the morning the sun shines across frost, and my spirits lift a little.  Much of today is spent tracking the edges of crumbling cliffs, and it's by no means flat - between Weybourne and Cromer I ascend and descend 636 feet in eight miles. 




Amanda and I had a short holiday in Cromer many years ago and I return to the Red Lion for a drink - it hasn't changed much, though it is a sunny Sunday and there are plenty of people about.




Over the golf course, where she and I walked, to Overstrand, where the beach huts are firmly closed,




Then back up and along the crumbling cliffs to Trimingham.  I meet my shadow high above the beach - but I reach out to drag him back....




Another eight miles, and 580 feet elevation gain, and I reach Mundesley - not picturesque, but I have a comfortable room and rest.




Day three dawns bleakly. It is cold (two degrees) and misty and I follow the beach for a while, before taking the signposted cliff path towards Bacton.  What the signpost didn't tell me is that the path is closed at the giant Bacton Gas Terminal....




And it isn't possible to reach the beach from here, so I have to make a miserable detour, following the closely guarded and cctv surveilled fence for what seems like miles.  I then encounter a brace of armed policemen, who fortunately accept my excuses and allow me to traipse on along the busy main road before eventually rejoining the coastal path.

This isn't picturesque scenic Norfolk.  It is a mix of holiday camps, thousands of static caravans and chalets, and wartime relics.




But then the imposing church of St Mary the Virgin at Happisburgh hoves into view, and I know I can find sanctuary.




And as the clock strikes twelve the doors open and I find soup and ale in an old favourite of mine (another that hasn't changed over the years):




But it is all subdued.  There is no sense of summer.  The pub will be there, I am told, until it falls into the sea.....




Yes, some things are reminders of past times.  But....




What good are memories?  These little tombs of the past are dirty and spent.  Not so  very different from remains of the Roman occupation.  Not really so different from the occasional fossil that marks where some forgotten creature died, millions of years ago.....

However some quiet habitations bear traces of life, and I love the idea of these curious refuges:  Sandy Lodge - Sea View - Cliff Top -  Sea Breeze - Dun Roamin - Gulls and Buoys......




Day four and, after a touching conversation with part-time taxi driver Monica from Mulingar, who had recently lost her mother to dementia and who is now watching her father succumb to the same fate,  I start along the dunes, overlooking adult grey seals, grunting and moulting and relaxing after their parental experiences [I feel for them.  Ed]




I meet Larry, a Volunteer Seal Warden at Horsey.  He too has family and friends who are suffering from conditions of dementia, and, bless him,  he makes a donation to my cause.

On to Hemsby, where a sign simply tells me that the footpath is closed.  A cataclysmic tumble has brought the cliffs down to block both the beach and the upper path.  No direction home.  




I slog up past desperate  tattoo parlours and amusement arcades, chip shops and Chinese restaurants.  The bus stops offer no respite, but then a bus careers past me as I hike along the main road.  Fortunately Trivet, a man of about my age, who was born in his home, Dove Hill Farm, is gathering faggots for his wood burner, and he kindly directs me and allows me to pass through his garden to avoid the fearsome traffic.

And so I hit the coast path again, and wearily work my way along the sands toward Yarmouth, thinking all the while of Charles Dickens and Peggotty and David Copperfield and the author's comment that Yarmouth was the strangest place in the wide world and I hold my breath as I pass Caister and its Roman Camp,




And then here it is, part derelict:




Part wishful thinking:




And part fantasy:




But, 62.5 miles on, and barely a blister, and I have achieved my target, exorcised some of my sorrow.

As I sit on a bench and shake the sand out of my boots I reflect on my experience. I recall our move, four years ago, to Norfolk and how Amanda would sit confusedly on the bottom stair, in her coat and hat, with her bag (mobile phone, purse and sheets of pictograms) by her side, waiting for the door to open and somehow for her to be returned to her known erstwhile 'Home.'

And then the descent into incoherence, incontinence, inability to raise herself, feed herself or speak.  She swam slowly deeper into murky depths, encountering strange creatures that would loom out of the blur, and she would look at me, and her distressed eyes would implore me to help her in some way.  Please, I thought she said, dear lord, take me now......




So, there we are.  I have achieved this aim, though quite what it has meant I don't know.  At this point in time, some 100 or so + friends/supporters have donated £3,435.00p (with an extra £546.75p through Gift Aid - so total £3,981.75p) to the National Brain Appeal, either inspired by Amanda's story or by my walk, or both.  

I hope that there may be some more and that, perhaps, some who haven't yet contributed may now feel they can.....

Should you wish to be a part of this, please see my Just Giving page, at:





Thank you

Richard


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O body swayed to music, O brightening glance,
How can we know the dancer from the dance?

W B Yeats
Among School Children


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This is for Amanda, and my mother Anna, and Robert, and for all those who suffer from dementia and for those who care for them